Monday, October 1, 2007

To Love or not to Love

This is the never lasting question. When you are in love, you think that everything is fine and no bad thing can happen to any of you or between you. But suddenly something happens and the world isn't such a great place anymore.

Love is the most difficult thing as there are no clear rules. I had a relationship recently, I thought everything is going in the right direction, but then 1 day, it was all over. Without a word it has just ended. Since that day I keep thinking what was that one thing, which has driven us to the end, but still did not find any reason. We were different, had different background, are from different culture, but these things should make things more interesting, and not more difficult, or am I wrong?

Also my foolish heart cannot accept that it's over. I still check if he's online on chat, it's funny but it gives me a kind of security that I see him online, even if we don't speak. Though I know that the risk is there, that we will just start things all over again, and then I will be left broken hearted again.

So why do we do it? Why can't we learn from our own mistakes? Why can't we just delete someone from our heart forever?

2 comments:

Sneha said...

This was not a happy ending story, though it was happy start. Love is an intense feeling of affection and emotions. The affection for the loved person always remains in heart may be thats why cannot forget him!
I wish u good luck this time.I hope u both shud get together again!

Sneha said...

Love is felt in every possible ways and lost in every other possible way !! wat say?